On day 54, I posted about hope. It was a very rambling post, as many have been, and I talked about how passive "hope" is. I still think that hope is passive. There is no action that can be taken when one is hopeful, but that is where I am right now. I am hopeful. I am hopeful for the future, and I am ok with that even though it is passive. I have taken so much action over the past 8 months, and I feel confident in what I have done.
Outside of any clinical trials that are being developed to help prevent TNBC recurrence, I have done everything (and more) that I could do. I must have faith that my everything is enough. A time will come when I can trust my body again and every ache and pain does not elicit sinister thoughts. I can continue to be patient and hopeful.
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