I went for a fairly long walk during my lunch break today. I took the dog for a quick lap then dropped her off at home and kept going (after taking a quick break to answer a few emails). Despite the fact that our dog is a total and complete spaz, she can't hang for long walks. I was able to walk faster than a stroll for once in a long while, and it felt good to get my heart rate up (on purpose) for a bit.
My event is going well so far...I've been getting regular reports from Florida for which I am very grateful. There were a few proverbial fires that had to be put out, and I am sure that there will be more, but that is the nature of the beast. I am very happy to report that we have exceeded our registration goals, both in terms of budget and number of attendees and will still be accepting walk-up registrants so those numbers will keep climbing. I have to prepare a report for my boss to present to our Board of Directors on Wednesday, and it will be a happy update.
A new friend of mine had her first chemo today. She's 20-years old and had to leave college at the end of her sophomore year to be treated for bone cancer. I really hate cancer. Why did cancer happen to her? She's doing well so far, and I hope that trend continues for the rest of the week.
I have an appointment with the radiation oncologist tomorrow and am working on a list of questions for her. I was filling out my intake paperwork, and one question struck me as funny "is there anything that you are concerned about?" Um, yes. I am concerned that I have cancer. I used to breeze through doctors' new patient information packets. Now, I have a list of medications that is a mile long, and I have myriad other complaint and issues to note. I guess I will never be considered an easy patient ever again.
I am also supposed to go to the dentist for a cleaning next week. I can't confirm that appointment until Friday when I am to get blood work again to see if my counts are ok enough to go to the dentist. I had to call the dentist's office and go into that whole story today, and they also told me to ask my oncologist if I was allowed to have x-rays or needed to skip them this time. So much to think about these days.
I took Henry to school this morning, and a little girl in his class came right up to me and asked "why don't you have any hair? Can I see your head?" So I took off my hat and told her that I have to take some medicine that makes my hair fall out. She gave me a bit of a skeptical look as though she didn't believe my story, but finally accepted it and moved on. Teachable moment, I suppose.
My mom gave Henry a very very large stuffed giraffe for Valentine's Day this year, and he decided to name the giraffe "Mother." It makes me laugh every time when he says "Can I bring Mother downstairs? Will you please make sure that Mother stays in my bed all day?" Mother the giraffe.
Cancer sucks!!!! I have thought about how filling out forms will never be easy again too! And I went to the dentist last week where I had my first two cavities I have had since I was at least 5 (of course!). I used to hate those mouth shots but they felt like nothing after all this other stuff! The hygienist asked if I minded the x-Rays and I told her I was good as long as I didn't have to lay still for 45 minutes haha! New perspective for sure!
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